Bingung...

I don't know why...
I'm not even sure what am I suppose to write...
My mind, my heart everything's empty...
What exactly should I do?
What exactly you I say?
Somehow, everything's gone, leave me alone without a single trace...
This is not me..this is not what I'm used to be...
I gived up... I gived up on everything...
My own life, my own future or anything..
I suddenly became someone that's totally not ME !
I got not a single mood to play even a single game..
I've been looking for a game that can get my attention..
And make me become someone I used to be..
Someone who wouldn't give up so easily on everything..
Someone who's always saying to himself that he can do it...
Someone who's always trying to beat others..
Trying to show the world that he can do anything if he put his heart into it..
This is not only about game...but everything...
Real life.. Love... Education..
I need to get my streangth back..
And stand up to everything coming toward me...

I hope I'll...
someday....

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